Wow I haven’t done this in FOREVER! I kept meaning to look up the prompt every week for a month…and kept forgetting! Fail! I need to get back into doing this it’s good for me. This weeks word is OPEN.
OPEN. When I think of the word OPEN I think about opening your heart to be loved. I’ve been burned a lot in the past and this is something I really struggle with. I so long to fall in love, get married, and have kids but at the same time it’s sooo scary! I’m scared that I’ll be opened to it and then get hurt again.
I know hurt is part of life and love but if I’m honest with you…it still sucks. Even if you are prepared for it..it’s awful. It’s not fun to get hurt. But then again I guess that is just part of life.
I need to be better at being opened to more things in life.
Open to love, open to people, open to relationships, open to opportunities. I sometimes wonder how many opportunities I may be missing out on because I’m not always opened to everything out there. I’m not always opened to try new things. I want to be but sometimes I feel like something, fear, is holding me back.
I’m getting better at it but sometimes I revert to my fear and second guess my decisions.